Am a married woman with 4kids. I was dating my husband when I got pregnant for him. To be frank with you I know all his bad character, attitude, and behavior… in fact, when we were still dating he has started beating me, insulting me even in public.
I know him like he doesn’t respect and love me. But he always says he loves me so much. To be frank I was the only woman in his life. People talked that I used charm(juju) to hold him..
But I never loved him, how can I love a man that controls me, insult, beat me, a drunk, and a rapist, I dare not refused him sex, But in my mind, I stayed with him ensured all his bad attitude cos I don’t HV anybody to train me in school, whenever i decided to leave him I will later change the mind cos of my school fees and upkeep..it got to the point he will impregnate me and give me money for abortion,I did abortion for him twice and the third time I refused..I was naive than I no nothing about contraceptive pills.. I refused to abort the baby yet I still don’t want to marry him
.I HV to travel to another state where nobody knows me to give birth there. with the money, he gave me for abortion. when I got to the state I called him to forget about me that I didn’t abort the baby and I won’t even marry him.i met a man there I told him about my condition he accepted me and my pregnancy I was living with him he takes care of me gives me money to register for antenatal. my parents started calling me disturbing me to come home that my boyf was disturbing them saying he wants to marry me and he came with his people..I decided to come back home because of my baby to HV a biological father.
I came back we got married. Husband turned to bad to worst . I gave birth my mother came for omugwo he beat me in front of my mother, when am talking about beating na panel beating,he must break ur bone,he strangled me,I told his family am not marrying again he refused..I tried living him to no avail severally… my friend advise me to cheat on him and show him the pictures,or I will plan cheating on him to catch me in the act
. that he will leave me immediately if I done that.. but am afraid this man will kill me for that or I will even lose my kids for him..I don’t know what to do.. again.. I don’t even care if I left him and start selling pure water,I just want to leave.in peace
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